In Spite of You

What is this pain I feel ripping through my chest.

My heart keeps pounding

and words exploding

and I become fragments on the ground

For me, I feel trapped

between loving you and hating you.

If I leave you’ll hate me

and hate me still when I stay.

I’ve ruined your life and if I was alone

I might not have mine.

You’re not keeping me on this earth,

I’m sorry to say.

But you’ve hurt me too much to make me want to stay.

This isn’t a goodbye letter,

maybe if it was you’d listen but

perhaps you’d think that I’m weak.

I hope you can change;

I know I’m not the greatest but I’m definitely not the worst.

If I said the things you call me than you would

probably be dead.

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