What is this pain I feel ripping through my chest?
My heart keeps pounding
and words exploding
and I become fragments on the ground.
For me, I feel trapped
between loving you and hating you.
If I leave you’ll hate me
and hate me still when I stay.
I’ve ruined your life and if I was alone
I might not have mine.
You’re not keeping me on this earth,
I’m sorry to say.
But you’ve hurt me too much to make me want to stay.
This isn’t a goodbye letter,
maybe if it was you’d listen but
perhaps you’d think that I’m weak.
I hope you can change;
I know I’m not the greatest but I’m definitely not the worst.
If I said the things you call me than you would
probably be dead.
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